Coco is next to me, saying 'There's Coco and Doctor Ami!' We're in the middle of lots of tests and assessment of Coco's difficulty breathing. She is a delightful little patient, to be sure! I've been feeling really worried and scared about her health. She's the age my youngest brother Stephen was when he died, and the sad memories of Stephen's sickness and death make me feel particularly vulnerable about Coco. It's hard. Bens is working a lot and I'm sick. Thanks for reading this, and please pray for us all!! Love Megs PS Eowyn would like to write something for you: from eowyn

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gretta at lothlorien said…
Dear little love. She is MUCH healthier looking than poor Stephen was at that age. Much love.
Sun June 11, 09:25:00 am AEST
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