Thursday, August 05, 2010

Just between you and me...

...I am feeling really sorrowful that our family will be spread across the globe for two weeks. I like to think of myself as a strong, feminist, unfazed wonderwoman, but alas alack, in reality I am ratherly dependent on my little family, and feel anxious, sad and scared about Bens and Eowyn being away. I am very thankful Coco and I shall be together. And I see how very excited and happy B and E are about their adventures, so in that sense, I am very glad they are going. But in my heart sense, I feel ever so daunted. Every day I am spending some time organising Eowyn's time. Our friends in Seattle are amazing, and so wonderful and kind, especially Karen, who is playing Mommy to Eowyn  whilst she is in Seattle. I wanted to say this somewhere, and my blog, with you lovely band of people in our bloggy community, seemed the perfect place. The girls and I are home sick today, which is cosy and lovely except for the sick part! We are going to our lovely Jewish Dr this afternoon, who perhaps shall wave her magic wand and make us all better! Bens is healthy, and hopefully shall stay so. I am going to see if I can find a picture for you! Hang on a mini!! Hmmmm - that is not the picture I intended to put. However, it is there, so there it is! This pic is of a ship from Belfast which Bens and I dream of sailing off in - a ship in port just isn't happy - being at sea, with all the rhythms, the waves, the wind, the radar, the peaceful sounds, is where a ship is meant to be. I love that we can see ships from our bedroom and kitchen and dining room windows!

5 comments:

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sam becca and zach said...

i enjoyed reading this megs. i'm sorry you feel sorrowful. i can totally imagine. you guys cope so well with being apart. i don't think i would. will pray for you. actually Zach asks to pray for you guys every night :)

becca xx

gretta at lothlorien said...

Such a great flat you have there, to be able to see ships......

caroline said...

Megs -you are so honest in everthing you say -and that is beautiful! I love you for that! It makes me feel real, because this is life....
It makes me feel better, too ;-) because so often I think I´m such a disaster :-)...
But you are nakefrei and say everything. (also the spoon accident with nutella....:-)
We NEED people like you!
You are great -I love you

If you figured out the plan where and when we meet- let me know!! ;)
la caro.

Moonaroo said...

We are so glad to have even a bit of your clan coming. Please don't be sad as we are very glad! Love you.